Now I am experiencing mania,
With my greatest friend called insomnia.
Can not focus on what needs to be done,
And feeling irritated way too much.
My energy is overflowing over everything I see,
Threatening to make a corpse out of me.
But its better to be this way
Than live like zombie for the rest of your days.
Hopefully, exercising and meditation will work,
If not, I wanted to say that I am not ready to leave this world so soon.
I do not know now what to do,
I am trying to figure it out this through.
How can I live this life with peace,
When I know that something is always wrong with me?